shhhh!!! come in here, we gotta talk

"dear God,
i wasnt breastfed
and most of my conversations with men
seem to revolve around music"
-saul williams

(do u get this saul line?
cause shit
this is my life.
this seems like a very simple straightforward line
but there is so much here. soo much....)


ok
you know how u know something that a person think you don't know and it informs your whole relationship with them.

they be talking (yeah i said THEY BE TALKING) and they'll mention something remotely close to the thing you know but they dont know you know and you'd be like mmmhmmmm, (you two faced muthafucka)...

hahahahahaha
muwhahahahaha mwhahaha

the world is small, people. be careful what you utter. it may not be echoed now, but one day it will come back.


i feel like Fr. Ed gave me this advice in high school.

speaking of high school,
back in the day, when i was a jock, one of my wrestling coaches told me (after losing a match in which i guess...i gave up):
"you will regret this for the rest of your life"

lemme think about it.



..
....
.....
.......

since that day
ive gotten into georgetown
gotten "help" from mbna
gone to gtown
had fun at gtown
got a cool job
got new excellent friends via job
living in an apt my parents own
and im generally happy.


nope. i dont regret a stupid wrestling match i allegedly quit in. (thats neither here or there if i quit). haha i dont even think about it. today i got reminded of it when i was in newark but besides that... im sorry.

that was real random huh.
so lemme abandon this post before it gets
really really random.