im awkward like cartwright

fuck with a nigga
shot ugly
but my arch right (c) please say the baby.

song on iTunes: Fly in/Lil Wayne/Tha Carter


my head is in the clouds.
i gotta be somebody, yo. i like to read biographies of people i admire. today i read tyler perry. (of diary of a mad black woman, madea's family reunion fame) while i always havent been a fan of his work, i admire his persistence to break into The Industry. its so admirable. he was homeless now

he is living wellllll off doing things he loves to do.

fantastic.

i gotta make it. there is just somethings i need to work on. i gotta become more responsbile. i gotta stop losing things and bn forgetful. i gotta become a better CEO of my life, in general.
im working on it, man.

this is why i gotta continue to live alone. i do soo much thinking alone. otra people gon mess that all up.


haha and im about to have an age limit.
lol.


oh by the way..im probably crazy but for the past week or so
ive been "training" to return my wrestling days. im not gonna tell u my target weight but
lets just say i wanna be able to make weight as if i was 18 again.
i know, im crazy. but i like challenges. its wild tho because i havent been eating crazy...and the nature of my job is to go out with my students. so they be ordering all these mouth watering meals and i eat the veggie (insert normally meat laden meal). its all good tho. i ate this bangin ass veggie quiche. baaaanginnnnn. i have a love for spinach. (insert corny popeye's joke)

anyway,

messamessaquas.

peace