ahh ahhh ahhhh (c) de la soul

geez

alls i remember is eating cake..and my eyes getting heavy and BAM.. i wake up on my couch to my mother sayin

I WISH U WOULDA CAME WITH US. ALOT OF NIGERIANS YER AGEEEE.

damn. why didnt i think of that? i shd have went to the nigerian party. ah well..

now im not really tired anymore and it is 4:10 am.

oh shit, its memorial day weekend. im 23 now. i dont feel different though. it seems like it is 22 2.0 or something. anyway back to business...

i started journal writing again...when i was in high school, i kept a serious journal regime. i still have those books. when i went to college, it slowly died. lately, though, i have regained the itch to reflect on my life thru journal writing. i feel like i have so much to say. so, alls i gotta do now is open the book i bought... yesserday (c) my judi impression of how she says "yesterday". she's so dominician. lol

hm lets see...

vitamin water is ths shit. they have some other brand now...life water..they aight...but u cant mess with the original. im determined to drink all the flavors.

i dont know where it is comin from but im a complusive reader. i read everything. lol. i am currently reading 3 novels and the new yorker in the bathroom. my co workers have been an excellent influence on me. they are beasts with reading. it is rubbing off mos def. which reminds me...the book discussion for "the curious incident of the dog.." is this weekend. that book was insane!!!!!!

which reminds me...about 6 people are leaving my job next year and even though ive only been with this mofos for under a year...i will miss them alot. i feel like i went to college with all of them. we grew so close in such a short period of time. it is very odd, but refreshing. but there are all peacing out. i feel like next year is gonna be like saved by the bell: the new class. sigh. and you know how much those seasons sucked.

damn. im really not tired. shit.

love. love. love. i think i miss it. i watch people alot. (if u read my fiction, u can prolly tell) and im always staring at people who are seemingly together. the PDA and all that.... i saw allana yesterday (my frenn from gtown) and she probably thinks i lead a sad life cause she kept awwwwwing me when i was telling her about my daily routine (which includes sleeping, going to work, going to tower records, going to barnes and noble, reading, watching movies on the zillion channels we have, eating, xbox 360, writing..) i feel like i shd be out and about mingling with people but doing what? im so stumped. its not like im not willing. i just dont know what to do. all of my activities are solo. mmm.

wow. bet uncut...

ok lemme just say if i had ass shaking next to me, especially the sizes these chics be havin in those videos, i wd be so distracted from actually...filming the video. how do they maintain the cool thuggismo face while an ass is shakin all up in your ear. i dont get it. they must be sooo used to it.

and finally, imma need ppl to not come at me like im not communicative. check yourself before u act like im antisocial or neglecting. i know im usually a sucker and forgive easily...but every dog has its day...i never forget..and well quite frankly im tired of the fakery (C) 3 6 mafia. chill out. i have let alot of you muthafuckas slide over the past 4, 5 years on some "ohh nevermind, i'll get over it' shit but nahbuddy..not anymore. keep it moving. thanks and goodnight


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