lets have a honest discussion.

this time, last year...(well kinda)

i graduated from georgetown university. mmm. i remember there was a serious chance of rain for graduation day. i was bummed. but alas, no rain. alls good.

this was the first time my fam ever came to gtown so it was pretty special. they were such tourists..trying to see everything. well it's too late mommy and daddy...i dont go to this school anymore... you should have holla'ed at me at a parent's weekend. on graduation day, the last thing i was thinking about was showing you what harbin looks like. im good

anyway, im digressing.

i didnt have a fancy graduation party. i didnt even have a real dinner. nope. my parents ordered dominoes and passed sprite bottles around. great. thanks.

two days later, i turned 22 and decided to do it up big and spend ALL of my savings on this very computer (Apple Powerbook G4 15'' SuperDrive... mmmmmmmmm)

and on that day, when i brought the computer home..i wanted to do something cool on it... so i started a blog...

THIS BLOG!

in the beginning, i am not sure what i wrote about. (i could check but its kinda late..and im lazy)
but ever since i moved back up north, the blog has been fuckin insane.

i understand that there are moments where you all read and you're like WTF is chidi smokin on.

for instance, i was reading one entry where i referenced charles taylor in relation to my mind. that must have been an awkward moment for u. lol. like, seriously what the hell.. especially if you dont even know who charles taylor is. if you didn't/don't, you should look it up. he's kinda a big deal.

and then there is that entry called "donuts". this one makes me laugh

i said something like i keep scratching and scratching but im scared it will smell like shit. that's it!

lol. what does donuts have to do with anything.

but im sure some of you thought it was deep. (oh chidi is on his deep ass poetry shit again). nah, donuts has nothing to do with that entry. Donuts is the Dilla album I was listening to at the time. wasnt deep at all. im not deep. i watch "thats so raven" and enjoy it alot. i know when it comes on and everything. (on disney channel and ABC)

and then there is this whole love thing.

im always talking about some woman. sometimes we're together. sometimes we're not. haha sounds pretty normal to me.

i dunno. i just get pretty mushy at times. being single has its detriments, man. i have morphed into a music snob. like, i judge people who like cassie and think she's worthy of an self-titled album. lol.

someone told me their favorite musician was ne-yo and i wanted to slap them with vinyls. thats how bad i am, now.

thank you to all the women who decided i wasn't IT now im a pretentious music nerd.

(Is this entry long?)

ok anyway, for now on, imma make more sense. i swear. you wont need "chidi cliffnotes" as neenz suggested some time ago.

ok yeah.

goodbye fam. im going to lurk on facebook.